LA – NY Dreaming

LA – NY Dreaming Марк Каберман Стихотворения, пропитанные атмосферой Калифорнии, где жизнь никогда не перестает кипеть. Они о любви, потерянности, нахождении себя и, наконец, о вере в лучшее будущее. Случайные люди, которые влюбляются, ностальгируют по прошлому, прощают себя в настоящем. Марк Каберман LA – NY Dreaming 1 Little city is sleeping No more lights anywhere On the edge you were sitting Saying life is unfair The lights are off The music is on Flowers in my hands They make me feel fabulous High tea in the afternoon Coffee in the evening Trying to make something good Trying to experience my feelings This feeling is named empty Which means this city is Just nothing but a lies Where we are die Five minutes of nothing Just a numerous of empty words Trying to keep going Keeping, keeping and keeping, holding swords In my hands Reading Brodsky and Nabokov, Singing Jopling and Cobain, The things I’m trying to understand And to become the biggest fan of… Give me camera and 00’s Give me drugs and 90’s Give me music and 80’s Give me nothing and 70’s 2 Look into my eyes, look Just take it and see Just take And see Don’t pay attention to me Who should I be? Just your neighbor Behind the closed doors Look at the clocks Late? Ok. Door opens And you can’t see This is the end Who should I be? What shall I do? Or maybe you’re in love with me too? 3 Sirens are screaming so loud I can hear it all around What goes up must come down Whatever it takes, it doesn’t matter now Blue lights lightning so bright Neon lights are gonna shine This night was made for the fight Road was owned by me tonight Dark Horse is free It counts to three There’s no trouble to me That’s what I’m gonna be The other side of me Wanna be free I’m shining brighter Cause it’s a fighter And when you’re gone tonight I was waiting all night Waiting for you all alone That’s when there were things I told Sirens are screaming so loud There are many things I’ve learned about Now I’ve learned how I was easy when I found That I’m more free now Cause what goes up must come down 4 Well, I thought I’ll die But there was a fire And if I ever thought there’s no hope I was mistaken while taking the rope Now it’s all just different After all the things we did Now it’s all just crystal clear For me that I have no fear I feel this wind It brings me to the summer The summer with the ring Which mentally on my finger Felling this pretty music on my skin And now it’s all crystal clear That we’re meant to be together After the day we met and ran into each other Forever Well, I didn’t know your name at all Now I do and think about you So I smoke a cigarette of yours And want you to come to Me, holding, listening Lana’s songs Riding on the road all night long You still don’t know me wild But I think soon you will find 5 I thought if I could find love Waking up at 3 am from a nightmare I found out that I will not That it’s unfair My city is asleep So I can’t wake this up Can’t make it feel what I do feel And I can’t say that to my dad He disappeared as all the men My mom felt the same way As I do now But God, not now Loneliness made me better Love of mine, you were so wrong When you got out of this picture And told “I don’t love you, no” Weather is about raining But I never liked it You did You made me to keep falling So I found out I can’t keep Trying as you did I like it when it’s hot The heat makes me feel good The wind in my hair, oh God I bet you’d like to feel it too Now it’s ended just like wine My glass is empty So we’re both feeling fine Now we’re both happy My birthday is coming And I’m wondering if you’ll call I gave up on fighting I promise, but if you don’t want to, then don’t Yesterday I thought about buying candles Then saw your face on the cover of the paper I’ve cried enough tears about you Now I do not love you Thank you I want to feel that heat Wonder if I fit in it People talking all around They did it before about us They don’t know that I found Myself in my loneliness, plus One more time I’ll think ‘bout you I’m searching for you in every single guy on the street Now I need to cool You’re gone, so I don’t feel any responsibility As all the men, you’re gone So I don’t need no one more 7. Mother America Mother America, I’m flying on a plain in the air I got stamina So how do I dare To take everything in this world When everything’s so unfair? I remember what my mom told Once she decided to turn it off And to take care about all. Mother America, Your ground been blessed But we’re so stressed out So what do we do now? Now I’m looking at New York Its billboards are so high I can read a lotta names on it What we’re all looking for? I tell you – for a time that gets by So I pray for it. I’m looking at the Lady Liberty She’s so beautiful. Ready to look at her all night long. Oh, Lady Liberty, Tell us what we doing wrong? I’m looking at the ocean Right from your crown. Freedom is my poison And I feel it now. Chemtrails above my head… I can feel them. They just like teenage love Once they appeared – then they have gone. The ocean blue eyes in my memory will be there forever. I won’t regret about it, Cause it was just a fever. So I see the sky as it was once before, When I was a kid and I’ve seen everything in screaming colour. And as underestimated singer I write from the bridge. Million people love her But I wanna reach what she didn’t reach. I will write poetry looking at the Manhattan. Thinking that somewhere there a man I could fall in love with. But once he has gone. Anyway, I feel the wind from LA. Maybe one day I’ll make him stay. So my past and now will collide And it won’t be just for a night. Oh, Lady Liberty, Sorry for such a thoughts But when he comes I can see it crystal clear. He’s the only one my dear, So, please, Send me to LA, Please, make him stay. And bring this special wind To me. 8 I’m so sorry you’re not my baby. So sorry we passed through the time. Now I feel like bleachers Are playing to make me happy, Cause I’m leaving it all behind. You are still my favorite boy I know you’re not a toy, Instead of anybody else I will choose you by myself. There won’t be any tears, Now we can be friends. I’m standing under the rain, It washes away all the pain. Talk to me, boy, While I’m counting seconds Like a coins. Let’s make this day the greatest, Let’s become best friends. 9. I remember… I remember I was only twenty four But didn’t know what came here for. I came to San Francisco To dance with the people in disco. I met a boy. He had long hair, beard, Конец ознакомительного фрагмента. Текст предоставлен ООО «Литрес». Прочитайте эту книгу целиком, купив полную легальную версию (https://www.litres.ru/chitat-onlayn/?art=70016110&lfrom=688855901&ffile=1) на Литрес. Безопасно оплатить книгу можно банковской картой Visa, MasterCard, Maestro, со счета мобильного телефона, с платежного терминала, в салоне МТС или Связной, через PayPal, WebMoney, Яндекс.Деньги, QIWI Кошелек, бонусными картами или другим удобным Вам способом.