A Special Kind of Family

A Special Kind of Family Marion Lennox The doctor’s patchwork family Having accepted a new job and rejected a marriage proposal, Dr Erin Carmody was already reeling. After crashing her car and staggering to the door of GP Dom Carmichael, she barely knew which way was up. And that’s how she reasoned the crazy, wonderful attraction she felt for this man on first sight.Then, as Erin began to heal, she began to believe the unbelievable. She was meant to be here, helping Dom care for the people of Bombadeen, being a mother to his two little foster sons, and above all as Dom’s wife.He’s shown her what true love is, and she’ll do the same for him, if he’ll only let her convince him that what they have is truly real. ‘Um…doesn’t your wife cook?’she asked, but the idea didn’t last. She almost forgot the question before it was out of her mouth. The heat of the fire, the morphine and the events of the night were catching up with her. Her words were slurring. He smiled back at her. ‘You want to concentrate on staying awake ’til your bed’s made?’ She tried. But as he lifted her over onto the fresh sheets, as he drew the blankets over her, she felt her lids drooping and no amount of effort could keep them from closing. ‘Thank you,’ she murmured. It seemed enormously important to say it. ‘Thank you for everything.’ ‘My pleasure,’ he said, in an odd, thoughtful voice. ‘It’s all my pleasure, Dr Carmody. You go to sleep and don’t worry about a thing.’ He touched her face. There it was again—this…strangeness. It was a tiny gesture, and why it should seem so personal…so right… There was no figuring it out. She was too tired to try. ‘G’nigh…’ she whispered. Praise forMarion Lennox’s Medical™ Romance writing: ‘Marion Lennox’s RESCUE AT CRADLE LAKE is simply magical, eliciting laughter and tears in equal measure. A keeper.’ —Romantic Times BOOKreviews Marion Lennox is a country girl, born on an Australian dairy farm. She moved on—mostly because the cows just weren’t interested in her stories! Married to a ‘very special doctor’, Marion writes Medical Romances™ as well as Mills & Boon® Romance. (She used a different name for each category for a while—if you’re looking for her past Mills & Boon® Romance, search for author Trisha David as well.) She’s now had over 75 romance novels accepted for publication. In her non-writing life Marion cares for kids, cats, dogs, chooks and goldfish. She travels, and she fights her rampant garden (she’s losing) and her house dust (she’s lost). Having spun in circles for the first part of her life, she’s now stepped back from her ‘other’ career, which was teaching statistics at her local university. Finally she’s reprioritised her life, figured out what’s important, and discovered the joys of deep baths, romance and chocolate. Preferably all at the same time! Look out for the first book in Marion Lennox’sbrand-new royal trilogyMarrying his Majesty. CLAIMED: SECRET ROYAL SON is availablefrom Mills & Boon® Romance next month. Recent titles by the same author: A BRIDE AND CHILD WORTH WAITING FOR* WANTED: ROYAL WIFE AND MOTHER† *Mills & Boon® Medical™ Romance—Crocodile Creek †Mills & Boon® Romance A SPECIAL KIND OF FAMILY BY MARION LENNOX www.millsandboon.co.uk (http://www.millsandboon.co.uk) To my Number One Marion, my Number One Reader, my Number One Mum. Love you for ever. CHAPTER ONE THE doorbell rang at one in the morning. Dominic Spencer, Doc to the locals, swore and thumped his basin of dough into the trash. The locals knew he couldn’t go out tonight. Was a patient coming to him? Happy Easter, he thought, and tried not to glower as he stomped through the hall to the front door. It had better be serious. It was. The girl standing on his veranda was a bedraggled, muddy mess. Age? Somewhere between twenty and thirty. It was hard to be more precise. She was five feet six or so, slightly built, and wearing jeans and a windcheater, both coated with mud, and with blood. One leg of her jeans was ripped to the knee, and there was blood on her bare shin. What else? She was wearing one filthy shoe, but only one. The other foot was partly covered by a sock, but the sock had long abandoned the idea of being footwear. Her brown-black curls were drooping in sodden tendrils to her shoulders. Her eyes were huge. Scared. A long scratch ran from her left eyebrow almost to her chin, bleeding sluggishly. She was carrying one of the ugliest dogs he’d ever seen. Maybe an English bulldog? Fat to the point of grotesque, it lay limply in her arms—a dead weight. ‘Oh, thank God,’ the girl managed before he had a chance to speak. She shoved the dog forward, lurching like she was drunk. He grabbed the dog, then watched in dismay as she sank onto the veranda, put her head between her knees and held her head down with both hands. Triage, he thought, his arms full of dog. Woman first, dog second. Get rid of the dog. Rain was blasting in from the east, reaching almost to the door, so he turned and laid the dog on the mat inside the hall. The dog sagged like a rag doll, but the girl was his priority. ‘What’s wrong?’ He caught her wrist. Her pulse was racing. She was sweating, and as he knelt beside her she started to retch. ‘H-help me,’ she stuttered, and couldn’t manage more. A child’s sand bucket was lying on the veranda. He hauled it forward but she didn’t need it. This hadn’t been the first time she’d vomited tonight, then. Now wasn’t the time for questions. He did a more careful visual examination as he waited for the nasty little interlude to be over. She was kneeling, which meant the damage to her leg must be superficial. The scratch on her face wasn’t deep either. She was moving her arms freely. There didn’t seem to be any major injury. Maybe she was retching from exhaustion. If he’d had to carry that lump of a dog far, he might be retching, too. This afternoon had been sultry before the change, and the kids had set up their paddling pool by the sandpit. A house-proud man might have tidied the place as soon as the colder weather hit, but housework was well down Dominic’s list of priorities. So towels still lay on the veranda, albeit damp ones. As she ceased retching, he used one to wipe the worst of the mud and blood from her face. She submitted without reaction and he thought again, This is exhaustion. ‘Let’s get you inside.’ She looked up then, as if seeing him for the first time. ‘Where…where…?’ She was almost incoherent. ‘I’m the local doctor,’ he said, smiling at her in what he hoped was his best bedside manner. ‘I assume you know that from the sign on the front gate. My name’s Dominic Spencer. Dom for short.’ ‘Dominic,’ she managed. ‘Dom will do fine. And your name? ‘Erin Carmody.’ It wasn’t a comprehensive patient history but it’d do for now. ‘What hurts?’ ‘Everything.’ It was practically a wail and he relaxed a little. In his experience, patients who were deathly ill didn’t wail. ‘Anything specific?’ ‘N-no.’ ‘What happened?’ ‘I crashed my car.’ Where? The roads round here would be deserted at this time of night. Where had she walked from? ‘Is anyone else hurt?’ he asked, and she managed to shake her head. ‘So there’s no one else at the car.’ ‘N-no. I was by myself.’ ‘Is the car obstructing the road? Do I need to call the police?’ ‘No.’ ‘Okay. Let’s get you out of the rain where I can take a look at you.’ ‘I shouldn’t be here,’ she managed. ‘It’s really late.’ She stared blindly up at him and he thought he saw fear. Her eyes were wide and brown and shocked. It was one in the morning. Maybe reassurance was the way to go. ‘Take a look around,’ he said gently, motioning to the jumble behind him—buckets and spades, Nathan’s tricycle, Martin’s pogo stick, the bundle of wet towels left from the day’s play. ‘I’m a dad as well as a doctor. My kids are asleep upstairs. You’re safe here.’ ‘The dog…’ ‘Even the dog’s safe with me,’ he said ruefully. ‘Safe, reliable Dr Spencer.’ She even managed a smile at that. ‘Don’t say it like you’d rather be a playboy,’ she whispered. ‘Leave my fantasies alone,’ he growled, and smiled back. ‘Now, Erin, don’t get your knickers in a knot but I’m going to carry you indoors. One, two, three, go.’ And before she could protest he swung her up into his arms. She was older than twenty. She was every bit a woman, he thought as his arms held her close. Pushing thirty? Maybe. Now the worst of the mess was gone from her face he could see smile lines around her eyes. Or worry lines? Nope, smile lines, he thought. She had clear, brown eyes, nicely spaced. Her mouth was generous and her nose was decidedly cute. That was hardly patient appraisal. He gave himself a swift mental swipe and carried her inside before she could find the strength to protest. She did protest as he stepped over the dog in the hall. ‘The dog…’ she managed. ‘Put me down.’ ‘I’ll attend to your dog as soon as I’ve attended to you.’ In fact, he wouldn’t be surprised if the dog was on the way out. It hadn’t moved an inch since he’d set it down. But that wasn’t his concern right now. Erin had been retching. He needed to check there wasn’t a ruptured spleen or something equally appalling going on inside. So he stepped over the limp dog with purpose and carried her into the living room. He’d been reading in here while he waited for his dough to…not rise. The open fire was still sending out warmth, making the place seem intimate and welcoming. The settee was big and squishy, built for comfort rather than style. She protested again as he laid her on the mound of cushions. ‘I can’t. Your wife… I’ll stain your settee,’ she whispered as he laid her down, but her protest was weak. She was almost past arguing. ‘I have kids,’ he growled. ‘We’ve given up worrying about Home Beautiful years ago. Let’s have a look at you.’ There was a better light in the living room and he could see her more clearly. Lots of superficial injuries, he thought, taking in scratches and bruising. There was blood but not so much in any one place that it merited concern. ‘Can we take the worst of those clothes off?’ he asked, half expecting her to protest again, but she simply looked at him for a long moment, maybe assessing for herself the truth of his statement about reliability, steadfastness—dad material rather than playboy stuff. What she saw must have been okay. She nodded mutely and submitted as he peeled off her windcheater and tugged her jeans away. He wanted her dry. Her bra and panties were scant and lacy—they’d dry quickly on her, he thought, and he guessed she’d be much happier if he let them be. He pulled a mohair throw from the back of the settee, tucked it round her and felt her relax a little with the warmth. He felt her pulse again and it was slowing, growing stronger and steadier. ‘How far did you carry the dog?’ he asked, checking an arm gently, watching her face for reaction. No problems there. Her hands were scratched but there were no breaks. He lifted the other arm before she found the strength to reply. ‘Miles,’ she said, and she even managed to sound indignant. ‘This is the middle of nowhere.’ ‘What, Bombadeen?’ he asked, pseudo indignant to match. ‘Bombadeen’s the cultural capital of the known world.’ ‘Right,’ she managed, and tried for a smile. Then, as he moved to check her legs she added, ‘My legs are fine. Do you think I could have carried him with a broken leg?’ ‘Toes?’ ‘Also fine.’ But they weren’t. He tugged the lone trainer off her right foot. That was okay. He gently peeled the remainder of the sock from her left foot. Less than okay. Gravel was deeply embedded. The foot was bleeding, rubbed raw. Not life-threatening, though. Move on for now. ‘Tummy?’ ‘That does hurt,’ she whispered, finally acknowledging pain. ‘Like I’ve-just-been-retching hurt. But, no, I wasn’t hit in the chest or abdomen. I’d imagine my kidneys and spleen are in one piece and I’m breathing okay.’ She had medical knowledge, then? He smiled but he didn’t take her word for it. He put his hands gently on her abdomen and felt, still watching her face. ‘It’s true. I’m fine,’ she whispered. ‘In fact, you’ve never looked better,’ he agreed, relaxing. Then triage kicked in again. ‘You’ve been in a car accident. You’re sure no one else was hurt?’ ‘There’s only me.’ ‘And your car… You’re sure it’s not blocking the road? Do I need to call the emergency services to clear it?’ ‘It’s way off the road,’ she said, suddenly bitter. ‘But even if it was, would you need to clear it? Apart from the car that caused me to crash—which didn’t even stop—I’ve seen no other car for hours.’ ‘It’s a quiet little town in the middle of coastal bushland—and we’re on holiday.’ He was still watching her face, thinking the situation through. What next? In the warm room Erin’s colour was starting to return. Her foot needed attention, as did her mass of cuts and bruises, but if she’d carried the dog for miles she must really care about it. Maybe triage said he ought to check. ‘If you’re okay for a minute, I’ll see what’s happening to your dog.’ ‘Would you?’ She closed her eyes. ‘I think he’s dying. He was moving when I picked him up—he sort of moaned—but he didn’t struggle.’ ‘I’ll see what I can do,’ Dom said, and put his hand on her cheek in a fleeting gesture of reassurance. ‘Don’t move.’ He tucked the rug more tightly round her, pulled a couple more logs onto the fire then left, leaving the door wide so she could watch him. Her eyes followed him. She must love the dog a lot to carry him with her foot like that, he thought. It’d be good if he could do something. But, like she’d said, the dog looked close to death. The creature hadn’t moved. Dom flicked the hall light on so he could see him better and stooped over the limp form. He wasn’t dead yet. Neither was he unconscious. The dog’s eyes were huge. He looked up at Dominic and his expression was almost imploring. If there was one thing Dom was a sucker for it was a dog, especially a dog in trouble. And this one was really in trouble. ‘Hey,’ Dominic said softly, and put a finger gently behind the dog’s soft ear. He scratched gently. ‘Hey, it’s okay.’ He liked this dog on sight. It was mix of English bulldog and something he didn’t know. Part bulldog, part mutt? Dog ugly in every sense of the word. He looked a bit like Winston Churchill, missing the cigar. But he didn’t smile at the thought. The situation was too serious. Tending an injured dog had problems not normally associated with people, the main one being their propensity to bite. This one looked beyond biting, but Dom sensed that even when he was well this dog would be docile. His eyes followed him with absolute trust. But, hell, he must be hurt. Why wasn’t he moving? A few months ago Dom had attended a guy who’d come off his bike onto gravel. That’s what this dog looked like—he’d been dragged along the road. His coat was a mass of scratches, some deep. His mistress was in a much better state than he was. What was so wrong that the dog couldn’t move? He’d laid the dog on the doormat and the dog had slumped so his legs were facing the wall. Now Dom carefully pulled the mat around—with dog attached—so he could get a clear view of the dog’s joints. A smashed leg would explain immobility. But his legs were fine. Or…not. Here at last was information to enter in his patient’s history. In Dom’s expert medical opinion, these were her legs. ‘What’s your dog’s name?’ he called back into the sitting room. ‘You tell me and we’ll both know,’ the woman muttered, and Dominic thought he needed to give her something for pain. But suddenly his attention switched back to the dog. For, as he watched, a ripple ran across its limp body. The muscle contraction was unmistakable. From a little bit of information suddenly he had a lot of information. Too much. This dog was not male and she was not fat. She was heavily pregnant and by the look of her body she was in labour. Great, Dom thought. Fantastic. Half an hour ago he’d been bored to snores. Now he had a wounded woman lying on his sitting-room settee, and a pregnant bitch who was showing every sign of dying unless he could do something about it. And the last vet had left Bombadeen back in 1980. Via the graveyard. Okay, he needed a history. He rose, striding swiftly back into the sitting room. ‘I need to know…’ he started, but at the look on Erin’s face he changed priorities again and headed for his surgery. That foot would be excruciatingly painful. His surgery was at the back of the house, accessed through his study. Two minutes later he was back, hauling his bag open, retrieving what he needed. ‘Sorry,’ he said, kneeling beside Erin and lifting the rug back a little. ‘I shouldn’t have let the dog distract me. I’m giving you something for the pain. Are you allergic to anything?’ ‘No, I—’ ‘No reaction to morphine?’ ‘No, but—’ ‘Then let’s stop things hurting,’ he said. He should set up a mask but he was forming priorities as he went. A mask meant he’d need to stay with her while she slowly gained the level of pain relief she needed. But he had a birth on his hands. She had brought the dog, after all. ‘I don’t need morphine,’ she muttered. ‘Tell me it’s not hurting.’ She hesitated. Then, ‘It’s hurting,’ she conceded. ‘You came to the doctor’s. I assume that’s because you were looking for medical help.’ ‘Your house is the first house out of bushland. But when I saw your sign… I was looking for help with the dog.’ ‘I’m not a vet. I’ll do my best for her, but—’ ‘Her?’ ‘Her. But we’ll get you sorted first. I’ll give you something to stop the vomiting as well.’ He hesitated, his eyebrows still raised. Waiting for her agreement. She looked at the syringe. Then she winced again and nodded. ‘I suspect you’ve been brave enough for a lifetime tonight,’ he said gently, swabbing her thigh. ‘I need to go back to your dog but can you quickly tell me what happened?’ ‘I’m on my way to Campbelltown,’ she said, closing her eyes as the needle went in. Then opening them again. ‘Hey, not bad. That hardly hurt.’ ‘I’m a doctor,’ he said, and smiled. ‘It’s what I do. So then?’ She was still having trouble talking. Shock, exhaustion and fear had taken quite a toll. ‘Anyway, I’d sort of deviated from the main Campbelltown route. I…I needed thinking time. So I didn’t know the road. And then there was a car in front of me. An ancient car that trailed smoke. It was weaving as if the driver was drunk. It was just after dark. The road was narrow near the cliffs beside the river, and suddenly the rear door of the car opened and the dog was thrown out.’ ‘Thrown…’ ‘They pushed him,’ she said, horror flooding into her voice as she recalled. ‘Right into the path of my car. I would have hit him but I swerved.’ ‘You went over the cliff!’ She must have. The road by the river left no room for error. ‘What do you think?’ she said bitterly. ‘So my car was on its side right down the bottom of the cliff. I’m lucky I didn’t go into the river. I lay in the car for a bit thinking someone would rescue me—I’m sure the people in the car in front must have seen what happened. But nothing. So finally I kicked my way out of the passenger door, which was suddenly my roof. It was really dark. My shoe came off and I couldn’t find it. I couldn’t find my phone. I climbed up the cliff but it took me ages and the dog was lying in the middle of the road. Just lying there. So I sat there in the dark, waiting to get my breath back—waiting for someone to come along. And I thought the dog was dying but he didn’t die. So finally I picked him up and carried him here.’ ‘If you went over where I think you went over… That’s two—maybe three miles you’ve walked,’ Dominic said, horrified. ‘It felt like ten.’ She closed her eyes again. And then she opened them again. ‘What?’ ‘Nothing. No, actually, not nothing. I’m thinking you deserve a medal. I can’t believe…’ He shook his head, forcing himself to move on. ‘I need to go back to the dog.’ ‘The she dog,’ she said cautiously. ‘Elementary mistake. I guess my examination skills leave a bit to be desired.’ Definitely medical, he thought. Nurse? But now was hardly the time to ask. ‘The she dog,’ he agreed gravely. ‘And I think I know why she’s not moving.’ ‘Why?’ ‘She’s in labour. I’m guessing by the look of her that she’s been in labour for a while. I need to haul out my veterinary books and see what I can do. We’ll give your injection time to work and I’ll take a closer look at those scratches. Meanwhile…’ ‘Do your best,’ she said, and managed a smile. ‘I didn’t pick she was a she and I didn’t pick she was in labour. I deserve to be struck off. But please…help her. I haven’t lugged her all this way to have her die.’ CHAPTER TWO SHE might well have. The dog was still exactly as Dom had left her. He squatted beside her and winced. She was an obvious stray. She wore a frayed collar with no identification. She’d been dumped. She looked emaciated and exhausted and ill almost to the point of death. Maybe it would be more humane to put her down, he thought ruefully. As the only person with any medical knowledge for fifty miles, Dom had been called on for veterinarian duty in the past. He had something in his bag that would be fast and painless. But… But the dog was looking up at him. He’d never seen such pleading eyes. He swallowed. It’d be sensible… The dog’s gaze wasn’t leaving his face. He watched as another contraction rippled through her body. It was weaker than the last. It was a wonder her contractions hadn’t ceased altogether, given what she was going through. He did a fast, basic examination. There was no sign of a puppy coming. How long had the contractions been happening? Erin had obviously not been in a state to notice, but the fact that the second contraction was weaker than the first told its own story. This was an abnormal labour, in a dog near death. He couldn’t do a Caesarean section. He’d learned a few basic vet skills, but this was way beyond him. He had no anaesthetist to help him. Even if could find out the dosage, what sort of anaesthetic could he give a bitch so close to death? Erin’s heroics aside, what was the sensible course of action? She was a badly injured, stray dog in obstructed labour. He knew the logical thing to do. But still her eyes pleaded. Okay. Soft-touch Doc Dom. He sighed and hit his phone. Fiona McLay was the nearest vet, fifty miles away. She was as soft a touch as he was. Like Dom, Fiona was on call twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. She was nearing seventy, she was wonderful, and when he was having a bad day he reminded himself that if Fiona could do it, so could he. She answered on the first ring. ‘Sorry to wake you, Fi,’ he said. ‘But I have a problem. Can you give me some advice?’ The morphine was starting to take effect. Finally. The pain in her foot and in her shoulders was taking a back step. She was warm. Gloriously, safely warm. Dominic had loaded the fire, the flames were leaping and the room was fabulously heated. She was still a bit damp but it didn’t matter. She could go to sleep, right now. She should ring Charles and her parents, she thought drowsily. They’d worry. Or not. They’d just assume she’d been caught up at work. They certainly wouldn’t be pacing. They’d be furious with her anyway. Maybe they’d even expect her not to come. ‘I’d kill her.’ Out in the hall Dom’s voice sounded startled. Up until now she’d been concentrating on the pain, but now Erin lay back and let Dom’s words sink in. ‘If you’re sure… Then I’m guessing it’s been stuck for hours. Yeah, you’re right, there’s no choice. No, you’re right there, too, she’s not going to make it that far. Or that long. She’d be dead before you got here. Thanks for offering anyway, Fi, you’re a hero. Okay, step by step. Yeah, I’ve got the kit you made up for me—not that I ever dreamed of using it. Talk me through it slowly. I’ll write down dosages as we go.’ Silence followed. She peered around the back of the settee and saw him taking notes. Finally the receiver was replaced. She heard him moving away somewhere further down the hall, the sound of running water in the bathroom, then things being set up on the floorboards by the front door. Just out of sight. ‘I know, girl,’ he said, so softly she had to strain to hear. ‘It’s not a great operating table, but I don’t want to move you more than I need to. And I’ve set up the desk lamp so I can see.’ This was killing her. She wiggled her foot with care. The worst of the throbbing had stopped. That was because she wasn’t standing on it, she thought. Okay, she wouldn’t stand on it. She wrapped the rug around her, slid off the settee and wriggled on her backside over the floor. Her shoulders complained but what the heck—what was morphine for? She’d put too much into saving this dog to stop now. She reached the doorway and peered round. Dom was intent on the dog. He’d set up a high bendy light so he could see. He was setting up a dripstand. She paused, taking in the whole scene. Her dog was lying in the hallway. With the morphine aboard Erin could focus on her surroundings now, taking in the wide, old-fashioned hall, the high ceilings, the massive architraves. And she could also get a good look at this doctor. Dominic Spencer? He was youngish, she thought. Mid-thirties? His dark chocolate-brown hair was a bit too long, a bit wavy, with some of it flopping down over one eye. Not too far—like he was a week or so overdue for a haircut. And a day or two late for a shave. And a year or so overdue for an iron. He looked rumpled, she thought. She was used to the men in her life being…groomed. This guy was wearing faded jeans, ancient trainers and an old cotton shirt with rolled-up sleeves and a frayed collar. His top two buttons had disappeared long since. He didn’t look like a doctor, she thought. If the sign on the brass plate out the front—plus his actions since she’d arrived—didn’t bear out his introduction she’d have guessed maybe he was the doctor’s artist-brother, who’d maybe cadged a bed over Easter because he was living on the smell of an oily rag. But in what he was doing, this guy was proving every inch a doctor. His lean face looked absolutely focused. He looked…wonderful. It must be the morphine talking, she thought, dazed. She didn’t respond to men like this. Of all the stupid, hormonal reactions… At least he hadn’t noticed. With the drip started, Dom had turned his attention to his equipment. ‘What are you doing?’ she asked. He glanced around—one swift glance that said he was completely preoccupied—then turned back to what he was doing. ‘If you move you’ll hurt yourself,’ he said briefly. ‘Go back to the settee.’ ‘I’m hurting because of this dog,’ she said. ‘I think I’ll call her Marilyn.’ ‘Marilyn?’ ‘As in Monroe.’ Cos she’s gorgeous and misunderstood.’ His mouth quirked into a trace of a smile. A damned attractive smile, her hormones said. No, she told her hormones. ‘Marilyn it is, then,’ he agreed. Then his smile died. ‘But I need to tell you she’s not likely to make it.’ ‘I can’t believe I didn’t pick up that she was in labour. I thought she was just fat.’ ‘You’re hurt yourself.’ He turned back to her, refocusing. ‘Go back to the settee,’ he said. ‘Please. This won’t be pretty.’ ‘You’re not putting her down?’ ‘Not yet.’ He motioned to the drip. ‘I’m getting some fluid on board. She’s still having weak contractions. My guess—and I’ve just spoken to the vet in the next town and she concurs—is that she’s been in labour for some time. We think she’s got a pup stuck. Maybe that’s why she was dumped. Maybe she got into trouble giving birth, someone said they’d take her to the vet—maybe to keep kids happy—and then they dumped her. Taking a pregnant bitch to the vet costs money.’ His face tightened. ‘Dumping her would be easier. Throwing her out where you said they did—my guess is they intended her to go in the river. It’s only a guess, but people can be cruel.’ He spoke like he knew what he was talking about. He spoke like a man with ghosts. She registered it, but only fleetingly. Her foot was hurting, her hormones had taken a back seat to discomfort, and she only had so much registering space possible. ‘So what are you doing?’ ‘Trying to get the pup out.’ ‘A Caesarean?’ ‘I can’t. She’s so weak it’d kill her even if I had the skills—which I don’t.’ ‘Neither do I,’ she said regretfully. ‘I’m an accident and emergency consultant.’ ‘You’re a doctor?’ he demanded, clearly astounded. ‘I am.’ She wriggled closer. He was loading a syringe. ‘What is that?’ ‘Lubricant,’ he said, and the surprise he’d shown disappeared as he turned back to what he was doing. He was carefully filling a syringe full of gel. Then he moved, deliberately blocking her view. ‘You’ll kill the puppy,’ she said, appalled. How could he manoeuvre lubricant into a blocked birth canal without…? ‘The pup will be dead anyway,’ he said flatly. He was speaking almost to himself. ‘Fiona…my vet friend…tells me if it’s been wedged for hours there’s no chance it’s still alive. She tells me I have a choice. I put Marilyn down now, or I try and get the dead pup out of the birth canal so whatever’s behind can come out of its own accord. If it doesn’t work then I’ll have to put her down, but I intend to try. So if you could shut up…’ ‘I’m shutting up,’ she said, and pushed herself forward a bit more. ‘But you have an assistant. I may not be sterile but I’ll do whatever I can to help.’ It was a nasty procedure with an initial nasty outcome. Dom inserted the lubricant with difficulty. He injected oxytocin. He used forceps with even more difficulty. He fitted the forceps just as a contraction hit. He tugged. The thing shifted and suddenly it was there. Just as Fiona had foreseen. He glanced back at Erin, who was lying full length on the floor, keeping a light touch on Marilyn’s carotid artery, feeling her pulse, and stroking her ears. ‘One pup,’ he told her softly. ‘Dead.’ Amazingly, Marilyn struggled, raising her head as if to see. She moaned, a low doggy moan that sounded almost like despair. ‘Hush,’ Erin said softly, fondling the big dog’s ears as Dom removed the dead puppy. ‘I know, it’s your baby and I’m so sorry, but you did the best you could. Relax, girl. We’ll take care of it.’ Her bedside manner was great, Dom thought, though it was slightly more personal than the approach he’d learned in medical school. She was lying nose to nose with her patient. ‘And you moaned,’ Erin whispered. ‘That’s the first sound you’ve made since I found you. That has to be good.’ She glanced up at Dom again. ‘What’s happening? ‘I’d imagine this pup died in utero some time ago,’ Dom said grimly, wrapping the tiny body in a towel and placing it gently to one side. ‘It’s not completely formed and it’s stiff. That’s why it’s blocked the birth passage.’ ‘If they’re all like that…’ ‘The oxytocin’s only so good at getting the contractions going again,’ he muttered. ‘We need a bit of luck…’ He stopped. The pressure behind the dead pup must have been overwhelming. The contraction Marilyn was having now was almost nonexistent, but it was enough. A wobbly, limp body was propelled outward in a rush. Dom caught it as it came—and the tiny bundle moved in his hand. Again, Marilyn tried to turn. ‘It’s okay, girl,’ Erin whispered. ‘Leave your babies to Dr Dom. He’s doing it all for you. We’re both in his hands.’ What was in Dom’s hands was a live pup. Dom peeled membrane away from one tiny nose. He held the tiny creature upside down and gave it a faint jiggle. It gave a sound that could almost have been…a bark? ‘Dear God,’ Erin said, and burst into tears. ‘You cry, you’re out of my theatre, Dr Carmody,’ Dom said, but he was grinning. ‘Some surgical assistant you are.’ He headed down the hall with the pup in his hands. ‘Don’t let her have another contraction till I come back.’ He needed warm towels. Hell, he’d never anticipated a live birth. Luckily he had heated towel rails in the bathroom. He grabbed the family towels, wrapped the pup in one and tucked another two towels under his arm. By the time he got back to the hall Erin had his doctor’s bag tipped out on the floor. ‘Dental floss,’ she murmured in approval as she searched. ‘You’re a man after my own heart. What sort of doctor doesn’t carry dental floss?’ He grinned, then laid the pup on a towel on the floor right near Marilyn’s head. ‘Do we need to clamp and tie the umbilical cord?’ Erin asked doubtfully. ‘You’re asking me as a dog expert? Let’s do it anyway.’ Then, as another contraction rippled through, he left the pup to Erin and went back to delivery mode. And two pups later it was over. At least he guessed it was over. There was no heartbeat that he could hear inside—there were no signs that there were any more to come. The third live pup slid into the world and Marilyn’s body seemed to sag in relief. ‘Don’t you dare die now,’ Erin said to her, almost fiercely. ‘Dr Dom’s getting fluids into you. He’s doing everything he can. You have three puppies totally dependent on you. You can’t die.’ Not completely dependent, Dom thought ruefully as he watched Erin. Marilyn was lying back, exhausted to the point of death, but as Erin presented each of her pups to her she nosed them with the beginning of maternal interest. As Erin set them at their mother’s teats, they knew what to do. Erin was doing everything she could to give these puppies a start in life, and Marilyn was trying herself. The big dog was breathing deeply, evenly, as if she guessed that she had to concentrate on gathering her strength. ‘She’s a dog in a million,’ Erin said fiercely, echoing his thoughts. ‘How can they have just thrown her out?’ ‘It beggars belief,’ Dom said sadly. ‘But that’s life. We just pick up the pieces.’ ‘You sound like you do it all the time.’ ‘I’m a family doctor.’ ‘Yeah, family.’ She gazed up at him, seeming suddenly to realise that she was semi-naked, lying full length in the hall of…a family doctor. A doctor with a family. ‘Um…how come we haven’t woken your wife and kids?’ Maybe now wasn’t the time to let her know exactly what his family consisted of, Dom thought. He needed her settled tonight, and if the thought of a wife and kids upstairs would do it, then that’s what she’d get. ‘I’m a family doctor,’ he repeated, with tired humour. ‘In this family we learn to sleep with bombs going off—or sometimes that’s what it feels like. I nap between explosions. Now…’ He looked down at Marilyn, who was almost visibly relaxing. Her eyes were three-quarters closed. The puppies were a living, breathing pile of life, nuzzling her teats. The fire in the living room was sending its warmth out here. Marilyn was safe, and she was delivered. ‘You know what? I’m going to leave her right here,’ Dom said. ‘I’ll put a heater out here to make it even warmer, but she looks like she’ll sleep for hours and I don’t want that IV line to move. In the morning I’ll do something about cleaning up her side but it looks like superficial scratches. Fiona told me what antibiotic to give. I’ll clean the mess up later.’ He rose. ‘Which means…’ He looked down at Erin, who was smiling goofily at the pups. ‘You,’ he said. ‘Feet. I’m not leaving them till morning.’ ‘I’m fine.’ ‘That’s right,’ he agreed. ‘You’re nicely doped on morphine and you could walk another three miles or so. Or not. Dr Carmody, you know very well that your foot has to be attended to, and it has to be attended to now.’ There was nothing to say. Even if there was a decent rebuttal she was too tired and too drugged to think of one. ‘Yes, Doctor,’ she said meekly, and held out her hands so he could help her to her feet. He didn’t. ‘You’ve walked far enough tonight,’ he growled. ‘’You need to come through to my surgery at the back of the house.’ And before she could guess what he intended—or protest—he picked her up again and was carrying her through the house to his clinic beyond. What followed was nasty. Dom gave her as much analgesic as he could, but short of a general anaesthetic—‘and I’m not doing that on my own’—he couldn’t stop all the pain. There was gravel, deeply embedded. She’d felt pain as she’d walked but there hadn’t been a choice. She’d just kept on walking. ‘Any other night there’d be traffic on that road,’ he told her. ‘But it’s the Thursday before Easter. The whole town’s either left for holidays or hunkered down with visitors.’ He was trying to distract her. She lay back and tried really hard not to think about what he was doing. He was making sure not one trace of gravel remained. ‘So why aren’t you either on holidays or hunkered down with visitors?’ ‘Hey, I am,’ he said, smiling suddenly. She liked it a lot when he smiled, she decided. Normally his face looked strained. Like life was hard. But when he smiled the sun came out. It made her feel…silly. No, she chided herself. That was the morphine. One man’s smile shouldn’t make her feel silly. She was a very serious person. Or she would be if he’d stop smiling. ‘One woman with a sore foot,’ he was saying. ‘One dog and three puppies. That makes visitors. Pity about the Easter buns.’ ‘The Easter buns?’ ‘They didn’t rise,’ he said sorrowfully. ‘I’m in all sorts of trouble. But don’t you worry about me. You just think about your own worries. Crashed car. Injured foot. Bruises all over and a messed-up holiday to boot. You keep thinking about them and let me get on with my own troubles. Easter buns as flat as pancakes.’ She chuckled. The sound surprised them both. He glanced up at her and grinned and then he went back to what he was doing. Ouch. Her smile faded. She bit her lip, then decided she needed to smile again. Suddenly it seemed really important to keep smiling. ‘It’s okay not to be a martyr,’ he said gently. ‘Swear if you want.’ ‘I don’t swear,’ she said with an attempt at dignity. ‘I chop things.’ ‘Pardon?’ ‘I have an axe,’ he said. ‘When life gets tough—when things go wrong or when Gloria Fisher comes in with her something’s-wrong-with-me-middle complaint for the fourth time in a week and she still refuses to stop wearing too-tight corsets—I go outside and chop anything that comes to hand. Luckily there’s lots of old tree stumps on this place. I keep the family in firewood year round.’ ‘Venting spleen?’ ‘That’s the one,’ he said cheerfully. ‘If you like I’ll let you borrow my axe. Only not tonight.’ And then, magically, he set aside his instruments. ‘All done. Now there’s nothing else you’re not telling me about? Pain-wise?’ ‘I… No.’ ‘You swear?’ ‘My shoulders ache from carrying Marilyn. I suspect I’ll ache for a bit but I was well strapped in when the car rolled. I really will be okay.’ ‘So who do we phone to come and get you?’ She blinked. She hadn’t thought that far ahead. Charles. Her parents. Charles’s parents. Of course she should ring them. But it was, what, three in the morning, and they were angry with her already. ‘Family?’ he asked, and she nodded. Her parents were with Charles and Charles’s parents. The whole domestic catastrophe—except the one element that was supposed to complete the whole. The pig in the middle. A small, rebellious pig. ‘You know, if you were heading to your parents’ for Easter and don’t want to wake them—if you’re sure they won’t be worrying—you’re welcome to sleep here,’ he said gently, watching her face. ‘I don’t want to move your dog until morning anyway. The settee’s as big as a bed and the fire’s comforting.’ She thought of the alternative. Ringing Charles. Waking Charles’s parents and her parents; scaring them with the news of another accident. They’d send Charles to fetch her. He’d be kind and supportive and not offer a word of reproach until she was over her shock. And… Taking Marilyn? Aaagh. Dom must be reading her face. He placed a last piece of dressing on her foot and touched her lightly on her ankle. It was a feather touch of reassurance, and why it had the capacity to make her feel reassured she had no idea. But, unaccountably, it did. ‘Hey, no drama,’ he said. ‘Your settee’s practically made for you anyway. But I do need a guarantee that no one will be looking for you.’ ‘Not…my family. They’ll assume I stayed in Melbourne until the morning.’ They might even assume she’d decided not to come at all, she thought ruefully. She darn near hadn’t. ‘But if those yahoos saw me go over the cliff…’ ‘They may have reported it. It’s unlikely, or you’d have been found before this. I’ll ring the local police and tell them if anyone reports a crashed car I have the driver safe. Okay. All sorted. And now the driver needs to sleep.’ And before she knew it, once again she was in his arms. Was this how country doctors transported patients? The thought made her feel silly again. ‘What?’ he asked as he carried her through the silent house. The man was percipient, she thought. She’d allowed herself a tiny smile, meant only for herself, but he’d picked up on it. ‘I’m just thinking most hospitals have trolleys.’ ‘Yeah, and hospital orderlies,’ he said with wry humour. ‘And nurses and regulations about lifting and role demarcation. But orderlies are in short supply around here. So lie back, pretend to be a really light suitcase and let me do my job.’ The man was seriously efficient. He set her in an armchair for a couple of minutes, disappeared and came back with linen, pillows and blankets. She watched as he made up her bed—faster than she’d thought possible. The man had real domestic skills. Except in making Easter buns. ‘Um…doesn’t your wife cook?’ she asked, but the idea didn’t last. She almost forgot the question before it was out of her mouth. The heat of the fire, the morphine and the events of the night were catching up with her. Her words were slurring. He smiled back at her. ‘You want to concentrate on staying awake till your bed’s made.’ She tried. But as he lifted her over onto the fresh sheets, as he drew the blankets over her, she felt her lids drooping and no amount of effort could keep them from closing. ‘Thank you,’ she murmured. It seemed enormously important to say it. ‘Thank you for everything.’ ‘My pleasure,’ he said in an odd, thoughtful voice. ‘It’s all my pleasure, Dr Carmody. You go to sleep and don’t worry about a thing.’ He touched her face. There it was again—this…strangeness. It was a tiny gesture and why it should seem so personal…so right… There was no figuring it out. She was too tired to try. ‘G’nigh’…’ she whispered. She slept. He should start Easter buns again. It was not much after three in the morning after all. Yeah, right. Sod the buns. He crouched by Marilyn for a bit, watching her breathe in, breathe out. ‘You keep on doing that,’ he told her, and she opened her big eyes. She looked up at him, and amazingly her tail moved, just a fraction. ‘You’re wonderful,’ he told her. ‘Just like your mistress.’ Her tail moved again. ‘Hey, that’s enough effort,’ he told her. ‘Go to sleep.’ He watched as she did just that. She was a wreck, he thought, a disaster washed up on the jagged rocks of human cruelty. Like so many disasters. He had two of them sleeping upstairs right now. Could he keep Marilyn as well? Could he keep three pups? Not and keep working, he thought bleakly. But, hey, they all might find homes. Scrubbed and cared for, Marilyn might look quite…attractive? Um…no. This dog couldn’t look attractive in a million years. No matter what the care. Would Erin take her? But he’d watched Erin’s face as he’d said she shouldn’t move the dog tonight, the inference being when she moved so would the dog. He’d seen dismay. ‘So it’s up to me again,’ he told Marilyn, but then he gave himself a mental swipe to the side of the head. ‘Hey, that’s me being despondent. There’ll be all sorts of people just aching to give you a good home. A nice brick bungalow with room to romp, a couple of dog-loving kids, balls to chase, a pile of dog food so high you can’t see the top…’ He glanced into the sitting room toward the sleeping Erin. Was she the girl to provide it? Maybe not. But, then, he thought, still hopeful, he’d really liked what he’d seen. For now he’d indulge his very own personal philosophy. Which was to worry about tomorrow tomorrow. Finding homes for puppies was for tomorrow. Flat Easter buns were for tomorrow. Tonight—or what was left of it—was for sleep. And maybe for letting himself think just a little bit about what sort of woman carried an injured dog so far… CHAPTER THREE SHE woke and she was being watched. She opened one eye, looked sideways at the door and two small heads ducked for cover. She closed her eyes and waited for a bit. Testing herself out. She wiggled everything, really cautiously. Various protests started up in response, but compared to the pain of last night they were minor. Then she wiggled her left foot and thought, no, not minor. She opened her eyes again. Once more, two heads, but this time they didn’t withdraw. One head was bright, carrot red, really curly. The other was mousy brown, dead straight. Five or six years old, she guessed, and then she thought they didn’t look one bit like the man who’d helped her last night. ‘Hi,’ she said, and the redhead gave a nervous smile. He was the oldest. The younger one ducked back behind the door. ‘Dom said we’re not to wake you,’ Red-head said. Dom. Hmm. ‘Dom’s your dad?’ ‘Sort of,’ Red-head said, most unsatisfactorily. ‘He’s in the kitchen making breakfast. The buns didn’t work.’ This sounded like a tragedy of epic proportions. ‘But we’ve got puppies,’ the other little boy said from the anonymity of behind the door. ‘Only Dom said we’re not allowed to wake them, either.’ ‘Well, I’m awake,’ Erin said, swinging her feet off the settee. Putting her right foot cautiously to the floor. Wondering if she dared do anything with her left foot. ‘Did your dad tell you I hurt my feet last night?’ ‘He said you crashed your car off the cliff and you saved the dog by carrying her for miles and miles.’ Red-head was looking at her like he might look at Superman. ‘It was nothing,’ she said modestly. And then… ‘Um…if you guys got on either side of me I might be able to make it to the kitchen.’ ‘You want us to help?’ Red-head said. ‘I do.’ They thought about it. Finally Red-head nodded. ‘Okay,’ he said. ‘Come on, Nathan. We gotta help. I’m Martin,’ he added. ‘I’m pleased to meet you, Martin,’ she said. ‘And Nathan. Can you help me hop?’ Nathan’s head appeared again. ‘Sometimes I help my mum go to the bathroom,’ he said, sounding wise far beyond his years. ‘Do you want us to help you to the bathroom?’ He was a child in a million. ‘Yes, please,’ she said gratefully, and a minute later she had a small, living crutch at each side. She was on her way, via the bathroom, to meet the doctor’s family. They’d be ready at lunchtime. Maybe. What sort of father forgot to buy Easter buns? Well, okay, he hadn’t forgotten, but he had forgotten to put in an order, he hadn’t reached the shops until three and they’d been sold out. So he’d thought, no problem, he’d buy yeast and make ’em. Piece of cake. Not quite. Not even on this, his second try. And he ought to check on Erin. The door swung open. Erin. And boys. The kids were standing on either side of her, acting as walking sticks. She’d arranged the cashmere throw like a sarong, tucking it into itself so it hung from just above her breasts. Her curls were cascading in a tumbled mess around her shoulders. She looked…fabulous, he thought, so suddenly that he felt a jab of what might even be described as heart pain. Or heart panic? Two deep breaths. Professional. She was a patient. Nothing more. He’d been over the idea of heart pain a long time ago. ‘Hey, welcome to the world of up,’ he said, and managed a smile he hoped was detached and clinically appropriate. ‘I hope you’re not weight bearing on that foot.’ ‘I have two great crutches,’ she said, and smiled. ‘One called Nathan and one called Martin.’ ‘Great job, boys,’ he said, and nodded, and both little boys flushed with pleasure. Which gave him another jolt. It was hard to get these kids to smile. Dammit, why had he forgotten the buns? ‘Are they ready yet?’ Martin asked, almost as the thought entered his head. ‘Easter buns are for this afternoon,’ he said, and he knew he sounded desperate. ‘You said we could have them for breakfast,’ Nathan said. ‘The kids at school say they eat buns on Good Friday morning.’ ‘I’ve been eating them all week,’ Erin chipped in, and he cast her a look that he hoped put her right back in her place. Talk about helpful… Not. ‘Dom says Easter buns are for Easter and not before,’ Martin told her. ‘Like Easter eggs. He says if the bunny sees us eat an egg before Sunday he’ll know he doesn’t have to deliver eggs to our place.’ ‘So if he sees you eat a bun before this morning you won’t get any?’ Erin ventured, eyeing Dom with caution. ‘Your dad’s a stickler for rules, then.’ ‘Rules are good,’ Martin said, though he sounded doubtful. ‘They are good,’ Erin agreed. ‘As long as there aren’t interruptions, like dogs having puppies and ladies crashing their car to take a man’s mind off his baking.’ ‘Actually, the buns flopped before…’ Dom started, but Erin shook her head. ‘One good deed deserves another,’ she said, smiling at him from the doorway with a smile that said she knew exactly how disconcerted he was. ‘You’re starting another batch now?’ ‘I started an hour ago but the instructions say it takes five hours.’ ‘At least,’ she said. ‘So your buns will have to be Buns Batch Two.’ ‘Pardon?’ ‘Do you have self-raising flour?’ ‘Um…yes.’ ‘Butter?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘And dried fruit, of course?’ ‘Yes. Look, you can’t—’ ‘Do very much at all,’ she agreed cheerfully. ‘Marilyn and her puppies are asleep. There’s no job for me there. I’m just hanging around at a loose end in my very fetching sarong. But my foot does hurt. So what say you give me a chair and a bowl and all the ingredients I listed—oh, and milk. I need milk. And turn your oven to as hot as you can make it. In twenty minutes I guarantee you’ll have hot cross buns for breakfast.’ They did. True to her word, twenty minutes later they were wrapping themselves round absolutely delicious hot cross buns. Or, to be more specific, hot cross scones, Dom conceded as he lathered butter onto his third. But who was nit-picking? He surely wasn’t. Neither were the boys. As per Erin’s instructions, they’d helped rub butter into the flour and helped her cut scones from the dough. They’d painted on glaze to make crosses, using sugar and egg white. They’d stood with their noses practically pressed against the glass oven door as the scones…buns!…rose in truly spectacular fashion. And now they were lining up for their third as well. As was Erin. She was eating like she hadn’t eaten for a week. He thought back to the retching of the night before. She was running on empty. He should have given her something… ‘I wouldn’t have been able to eat even if you’d offered,’ she said, and his gaze jerked to meets hers. ‘How did you know I was going to say—?’ ‘I could see it,’ she said, wiping a daub of melted butter from her chin. ‘You had that look my intern gets when he forgets to take some really minor part of a patient history. Like how many legs my patient has.’ ‘Like…’ ‘I came on duty one morning a few weeks back,’ she continued, placidly reaching for another scone. ‘According to my intern’s notes, a patient who’d come in during the night was suffering from tingling in his legs. That was all it said. The nurses had set a cradle from his hips down so I couldn’t see. I chatted to the patient for a couple of minutes, then asked if he could wriggle his toes.’ ‘And?’ She had him fascinated. ‘And he’d lost both legs in a motorbike accident twenty years ago,’ she said, glowering, obviously remembering a Very Embarrassing Moment. ‘He’d come in because he was getting weird tingling in his stumps and a bit of left-sided numbness. It transpired he’d had too much to drink, gone to sleep on a hard floor, then woken and panicked. I figured it out, but not before the students who were following me on my rounds did the world’s biggest snigger.’ ‘So the look I had on my face just then…’ ‘Yep. It was like my intern looked when I came out of the ward and asked why a small matter like lack of legs wasn’t in the patient notes. Last night all you did was not offer me a three-course meal when I was still queasy. So you can stop beating yourself up and pass me the jam.’ ‘Yes, ma’am,’ he said faintly. ‘These are great s…buns.’ ‘They are, aren’t they?’ she said smugly. ‘I taught myself from the Australian Country women’s Association Cookbook, circa 1978.’ ‘Your mother didn’t teach you?’ ‘No,’ she said shortly, and a shadow crossed her face. ‘Um…your mother…’ he started. ‘What about my mother?’ ‘Will she have hot cross buns waiting for your arrival?’ ‘Probably. Designer buns, though,’ she said. ‘She’ll have ordered them from the most exclusive and expensive baker in Melbourne. She’ll have unsalted butter imported from Denmark. If she wasn’t staying at Charles’s parents’ place she’d be serving them on china that cost more than my weekly salary per piece, but Marjory will be making up for that. Marjory has exquisite porcelain all her own.’ ‘Marjory?’ ‘Charles’s mother,’ she said, and bit into her scone with a savagery that made him blink. ‘Um…’ ‘Don’t ask,’ she said. ‘I love them but they drive me nuts. In a while I’ll phone and ask them to come and get me.’ She looked down at her sarong and winced. ‘I’m not sure what they’ll think of my fashion sense. What do you think, boys?’ The little boys had been staring at her like she had two heads. They were totally entranced. ‘It’s very…nice,’ Martin tried. ‘My mum wore a blanket sometimes,’ Nathan offered. ‘Your mum…’ ‘I’ve washed your clothes,’ Dom said, thinking maybe now was a good time to deflect the conversation. ‘I put them in the washer last night—they’re in the drier now. I’d expect you’ll have decent clothes in about half an hour.’ ‘I think I ripped them.’ ‘You may have,’ he agreed. ‘Did you have any more? In the car?’ ‘Of course.’ ‘I let the police know about the crash last night. If the local cop doesn’t arrive with your gear, we’ll go and get it.’ ‘Did you really crash your car?’ Martin asked. ‘I did.’ Then, seeing the boys’ desire for gory detail, she relented. ‘Marilyn, the dog, was in the middle of the road. I swerved to avoid hitting her. My car went off the road and rolled all the way down to the river. ‘Rolled…’ Nathan breathed. ‘Rolled,’ she agreed. ‘Over and over. It was lucky I was wearing a seat belt or I’d have been squashed.’ ‘You must have been scared,’ Martin said. ‘I was.’ She nodded, looking satisfactorily ghoulish. ‘I could have been deader than a duck.’ Her dark eyes twinkled. ‘If it was a dead duck, that is.’ But Martin wasn’t to be deflected. He was off in his own horror story. ‘You might have rolled into the river and drowned,’ he said, and frowned. ‘I think my dad drowned. My aunty said he drowned himself in booze.’ ‘I’m so sorry,’ Erin said, focusing directly on the little boy before her. Her playacting disappeared. Her expression was suddenly adult to adult, and Dom thought, This woman is skilled. Empathic. Kind. Her whole body language said she cared. ‘I can’t even remember him,’ Martin said. ‘I can remember Mum but she’s gone, too.’ ‘Does that make you really sad?’ Erin asked. Cautious. ‘No,’ cos Dom’s looking after me,’ Martin said, cheering up. ‘And Tansy, but Tansy’s not here. But you’re here, and now Marilyn is, too.’ ‘The dog’s here only till this lady goes home,’ Dom said warningly and Erin thought… ‘No,’ Dom said. She looked startled. ‘What?’ ‘It’s two who can play at face-reading,’ he retorted. ‘I’m sorry you crashed your car. I’m also very sorry for Marilyn but I can’t keep her.’ ‘You can’t…’ She paused. ‘No. I… Of course you can’t.’ ‘I’m looking after two boys and the medical needs of this entire community,’ he said. ‘Normally I have a housekeeper…’ ‘No wife?’ she said before she could stop herself. ‘No wife,’ he agreed, and smiled at her evident confusion. ‘I’m sorry. Last night you assumed there was, and because you were scared it seemed more sensible to let you believe it. We normally have a live-in housekeeper—Tansy. She’s great, isn’t she, boys? But her sister had a baby last week so Tansy’s flown to Queensland to help out. Which means when I get an urgent callout the boys have to come with me. I can hardly take Marilyn and the pups as well. I can only take on so much.’ ‘Of course you can,’ she said, hurriedly. ‘I…I’ll think of something.’ ‘Of course you will,’ he said, and had to bite back the urge to say, Stay here. Of course we can keep your dog. We can keep you, too, if you want. Which was ridiculous. There was no earthly reason why he should look at this woman and feel his heart hammer in his chest. She was a patient, who’d come to him for help. She didn’t belong here. His body was telling him she did. His body had better go take a hike. Maybe he had more of his mother in him than he thought. His mother had believed in love at first sight and she’d messed with both of their lives because of it. Her romantic ideals had turned into loser after loser. She saw life through rose-coloured glasses, and her dreams turned to nightmares every time. ‘I have work to do,’ he said abruptly. ‘I won’t interfere.’ ‘I know you won’t,’ he said. And added silently as he left, for his ears only, Because I won’t let you. * * * She’d upset him. He’d walked out of the room like he couldn’t leave fast enough. Like she was contagious. Ridiculous. She must be mistaken. She ate another scone and had a second cup of coffee and talked to the boys. The tumble-drier whirred to a halt in the next room, and Dom appeared again, with an armful of clean, dry clothes. ‘Do you want to phone your family?’ he asked, brusque and businesslike. ‘You lost your cellphone, didn’t you. You can use my land line.’ She glanced at her watch. Nine. If she was driving from Melbourne this morning she’d hardly arrive before eleven. They wouldn’t be worrying. She could have a couple more hours… Of what? Sitting in this man’s kitchen eating more hot cross scones while he stayed out of her way? Stupid. She was avoiding the inevitable. She had to go. And Marilyn? If she was careful she could get her onto the back seat of Charles’s or her father’s car, she decided. Sure, they shouldn’t disrupt her but it was a whole lot better than putting her down. Which was the alternative. ‘You could ring the local animal shelter,’ Dom said, watching her face and seeing her indecision. ‘They might be able to do something.’ ‘On the first day of a four-day holiday? An injured stray with hours-oldpuppies?’ She shook her head. ‘I’llthink of something.’ She rose to her feet. Feeling shaky. Feeling unaccountably desolate. ‘I’ll fetch some crutches from the surgery.’ ‘Thank you.’ ‘We can be your crutches,’ Martin said stoically. But he was looking doubtful. ‘Are you taking the puppies away?’ ‘They’re Erin’s puppies,’ Dom said. ‘Does she want them?’ Martin looked at Erin with eyes that said he’d been lied to in the past. His clear, green eyes were challenging. ‘Of course I want them,’ Erin said, forcing brightness. And then she glanced out into the hall and saw the heap of doggie contentment by the door. ‘Of course I want them,’ she reiterated, sounding more sure of herself. ‘It’s just a matter of convincing my family.’ Her family en masse—including Charles’s parents—were appalled. Erin tried to downplay the accident—a skid on a wet road to avoid a dog—but for her extended family, even a minor incident had the power to dredge up fearsome memories. It took a while to assure her mother she wasn’t hurt, honest, it had been a minor accident, and, no, she didn’t need their help, she only needed someone to fetch her. Her mother put Charles on. So Charles hadn’t told them what had happened between them? Or maybe he had but he’d explained she was being silly. Hormonal, he’d said the last time she’d seen him, which had made her want to hit him. By the time she spoke to Charles she was emotionally wrung out. She didn’t have energy left to explain she still had Marilyn. ‘I’ll be there as soon as I can,’ Charles said, and she knew she’d shaken him as well. She knew he’d come fast. She didn’t want Charles. She wanted her dad to come, but of course they acted as a team. They all cared for her. They cared for her so well she felt…stifled. The doorbell pealed while she was getting dressed and her feeling of oppression deepened. But then she thought, surely Charles couldn’t be here already. Maybe it was another patient. Maybe it was another need for Dom to face this Easter. If he was called out… Maybe she could stay with the boys for a while, she thought. As a thank-you gesture. Charles wouldn’t mind waiting. He could have one of her hot cross scones. She hauled her windcheater over her head and opened the living-room door with caution. Dom was at the front door, facing a stranger. The man in the doorway was long, lanky and unkempt. He was maybe six feet four or so. He had limp, dirty hair that hung in dreadlocks to his shoulders. He was wearing tattered clothes and frayed sandals, and in his hands he was holding the biggest Easter egg Erin had ever seen. As big as two footballs, the thing was wider than he was. ‘I’m here to see Nathan,’ the man snapped, and then started coughing. Dom took the egg and waited until the coughing ceased. ‘Nathan,’ he called down the passage. Marilyn was right behind him in the hall, between Erin and the front door, between Dom and Erin. As he glanced backward past the dog, Dom’s eyes met Erin’s. He gave her a blank stare—the sort of look doctors gave each other in the emergency department to say caution, act with care. Nathan came running out of the kitchen. He saw who was at the front door—and stopped. ‘Here’s your dad,’ Dom said, gently, Erin noticed. ‘I think he’s brought you a present. ‘I can tell my kid that myself,’ the man said, aggressively. ‘Would you like to come in?’ Dom asked. He gestured to Marilyn. ‘Sorry about the mess. Our dog gave birth to puppies last night in just the wrong place.’ Our dog? Okay, maybe anything else would be too hard to explain, Erin conceded. For now Marilyn was communal property. ‘I’m not coming in,’ the man growled. ‘This place gives me the creeps.’ ‘It’s a safe house, Dad,’ Nathan said in a small voice. ‘No one hits you here.’ There was moment’s deathly silence. The man seemed to freeze. ‘No one hits you anywhere,’ the man said finally, in a voice that said he didn’t believe it himself. No one responded. ‘How’s the methadone programme going?’ Dom asked, and the man’s anger returned. ‘Bloody stuff doesn’t work. You know that.’ ‘So you’re using again?’ ‘Yeah, but I want the kid.’ ‘You know the courts said you need to be clear for three months before they’ll consider it. Methadone and testing—you know the drill. We’ve been through it over and over. People are trying to help you.’ ‘F…do-gooders.’ ‘It’s all we can do, Michael,’ Dom said wearily. ‘Would you like some breakfast?’ ‘Nah. I just want to give the kid the egg.’ He held it toward Nathan, not moving an inch inside the house. ‘Come on, Nathe,’ he said in a wheedling voice. ‘I bought it good and proper. With me pension money.’ ‘It’s pretty big,’ Nathan said, but he didn’t look pleased. In fact, he looked close to tears. ‘So come and get it,’ Michael said. Nathan edged forward along the hallway, inching his way past Marilyn. But it wasn’t the dog he was scared of, Erin thought. When he reached Michael his face was bleached white. Dom’s hand came down to rest on his shoulder. ‘Hey, it’s good that your dad’s brought you an egg,’ he said. ‘Y-yeah.’ Nathan took a deep breath, as if searching for courage. He reached out and the egg was shoved into his arms. ‘There,’ Michael said, satisfied. ‘You can’t say I don’t have contact with him. Can you?’ he demanded of Dom belligerently. ‘Of course I can’t,’ Dom said. ‘But if you want custody you need to get serious about the methadone programme.’ ‘Yeah, yeah. After Easter. When I get me life in order a bit. But me and a mate are going surfing.’ He glanced out to the street where an ancient purple kombi van was clearly waiting for him. ‘I’d love to take you, Nathe.’ ‘Yes,’ Nathan said, but his hand crept into Dom’s and held it. The man noticed. His face darkened with anger. ‘Why, you little…’ ‘Nathan’s had flu,’ Dom said quickly as the man’s hand raised. ‘He’s had almost a week off school.’ It was enough to deflect Michael. His hand paused. ‘My kid’s been sick? Why didn’t you tell me?’ ‘I left a message at your boarding house.’ ‘I haven’t been there for weeks.’ Out on the street whoever was driving the van was clearly getting impatient. There was a long, loud blast of the horn. ‘I hope the surf’s great,’ Dom said neutrally, and Michael cast him an uncertain look—deciding, Erin thought, whether to stoke his anger or not. And finally, blessedly, deciding not. ‘Yeah, it will be,’ he said at last. ‘I gotta go. But, Nathe, remember I gave you the egg. I do what I can. Love ya, mate.’ And he wheeled away and half ran back to the van. Leaving Nathan clutching Dominic’s hand. This was none of her business. She should go back into her sitting cum bedroom. But she was too interested to retreat. Dom and Nathan stayed with their backs to her, watching the van disappear. Nathan didn’t release Dominic’s hand. When finally the sound of the van retreated to silence he glanced up at Dom and his small face was a mess of tears. ‘The Easter Bunny won’t come now.’ ‘Yeah, he will,’ Dom said, placid in the face of the little boy’s distress. ‘You know the rules. If the Easter Bunny sees you eating an egg before Sunday he knows he doesn’t need to deliver eggs. But lots of people give eggs before Sunday. Three of my patients left me eggs and they’re sitting on my desk right now. I just have to be very good and not eat them.’ ‘So I can’t eat Dad’s egg?’ ‘Not until Sunday. Not if you want the bunny to come,’ Dom said, with all the gravity in the world. He was great, Erin thought. He was…gorgeous? Um…what? Where had that come from? Gorgeous? Hardly appropriate. Or, actually, incredibly appropriate. The man’s kindness made her blink back tears. Sexy came in all forms. Sexy came in the guise of a guy holding a little boy by the hand and discussing the Easter Bunny with the same gravity he might accord World Peace. ‘I guess,’ Nathan was saying, still doubtful. ‘It’s true. All you need do is put it with the others that we’ll eat after Easter.’ ‘Okay,’ Nathan said, his face finally clearing as he decided to believe. Then he added, ‘I’m glad he’s gone. Will he come back soon?’ ‘I don’t know, Nathe,’ Dom admitted, and the little boy’s face clouded. ‘He might,’ he whispered. But then the clouds disappeared again. ‘But he said he was going surfing for Easter and that’s days and days. He won’t come back till after the Easter bunny’s been. I’ll tell Martin.’ And he handed his egg to Dom, edged past the bundle of canine contentment on the floor and scooted off to find his…brother? She didn’t think so. A few assumptions were being stood on their heads this morning. Dom was standing in the hallway holding the egg. It really was ridiculously large. Marilyn snoozed at his feet, with her three puppies. Erin could hear Nathan talking to Martin back in the kitchen. How many responsibilities did this man have? ‘The boys are your…foster-kids?’ she ventured, and he nodded. He was watching her, an expression on his face like he couldn’t figure her out. ‘What?’ she said. He shook his head as if clearing fog. ‘Nothing,’ he said. ‘Um…yeah, they’re my foster-kids.’ ‘But you don’t have a wife.’ ‘You don’t need a wife to foster kids.’ ‘I thought…’ ‘If I wanted to adopt a cute baby with no strings attached then, yeah, I’d need to be married. I’d need references practically from the Pope himself. But I take kids when there’s a problem—a reason they need closer supervision than even foster-parents can give. If I’m willing to take a kid like Martin, whose mother’s disappeared but who might surface at any minute, in any state, or Nathan, whose dad is…well, like you saw him, then there’s not so much competition that you’d notice. References from the Pope might be waived.’ ‘But you’re a doctor. Part time?’ she ventured. ‘In this town? Full time and part time as well.’ Then, as her confusion became obvious, he added, ‘It’s manageable. I have a great housekeeper and the boys come with me a lot. They come here traumatised, caught up in their own dysfunctional worlds. With me they see lots of other worlds, many of them just as dysfunctional, but I give them a solid base. I give them rules and I give them a hug when they need one.’ He broke off as the doorbell pealed again. Nathan’s head emerged from the kitchen, looking fearful. ‘It’s okay, Nathe,’ he said. ‘Hop it. I’ll deal with it.’ Nathan disappeared. Dom tugged the door wide. It was Charles. Six feet two, blond and tanned, wearing cream chinos, a quality linen shirt with top buttons casually unfastened, and soft leather boat shoes. He really was absurdly handsome, Erin thought. Behind him, in the driveway, was his Porsche. Sleek and handsome as he was. 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